huh.

its 6.30 in the morning n today is my project viva at 1.asusual i m not prepared 4 it.was just going through the status report wat all my group mates have made.it seems tat they have really worked hard for it as our guide is a wicked kind of a person who is alwayz on with this so called guru parvachans.my viva depends on wat kind of mood he is in.if he is in a bad mood then he will definetly ask me core uml questions which seems to be difficult for me to answer(i would never answer if i had attended class also)but i have the old reason tat i have not attended class for medical reasons.but he is now getting used to my various reasons i give to him for not being present on the inportant dayz of evaluation.he has also called my group mates along n told me tat we will discuss about the future prospects of the project.as of now it seemz tat the viva will be easy n he will be busy with other people.lets hope for the best n go through the diagrams right now.

different perceptions!!

today's day was a bit busy one.but its not coz i hav studied a lot or attended classes but i was busy in submitting the applications and roaming abt in the sun for xerox.my stamina seems to have decreased a lot n i m really worried as my end sems are approarchin.mid sems were really tiering coz all the exams were continous.this tym there is only one day gap between two n the course is also very vast.
i sumtimes think tat everything will be smooth as God is alwayz with me but at the same tym it strikes my mind tat God is alwayz with every person then why does sumthin bad happens to a person.some dayz bak i had an argument with a frend of mine over this topic.the frend of maine is a very God furious n i must say superstitious.she was tellin me tat i should say sorry to God if i dnt keep fast on some auspicious day or He will leave my side.i told her tat i dnt contradict her theory but i have my own.i m a person who loves watchin mythological serials n hav noticed many a tyms God tellin tat the 1st place shuld alwayz be given to ur parents n the second to God himself.i really accept this statement coz it is our parent who give us everythin n do their best to keep us haapy n even sacrifice.God is something virtual.He make help you in crisis or make not but parents will alwayz help.They are alwayz with you be it in good tyms or bad.they are the pillars of our life so why shouldnt we give them the 1st place above HIM....

Sorry Dad!!

hii ppl here i m after a very long tym.was just irritatin my sis as usual n she clapped me so i switched over to the internet hehhe.now i m absolutely f9 n doin my daily work n even joined my coll.these dayz many gud movies r releasin n i just managed to watch wake up sidd(2 times).it was a very awesome movie to watch especially for our generation ppl.watchin the movie twice i realised n important thing tat tellin sorry to parents is much tougher than tellin to anyone.The first time i saw the movie i thought tat wats there in tellin ur father tat Dad i made a mistake i m sry for what i hav done.But God contradicted my thinkin.Soon after i came bak home n was irritated by the kind of food i was gettin n the some other reasons,dad always carin n supportin told me to get my blood test again in tat week and i just couldnt stop me from reacting n i denied him.i felt so bad n dad was also very upset.i had never done lyk this before n i promise wont do in future.mom came to me n told me tat i was wrong(i knew but was helpless).Nxt day i gave my blood but dad dint say a word to me,i tried my best but i was nt able to say sorry.i dnt knw why it was difficult but there is no explanation.