late realisations but handy!!!

hi ppl!!hope u r in a gud health.These dayz the main topic under discussion is didz sagai n i m very excited.There r so many ppl comin to attend the function tat i had never expected.there r ppl 4m all over the country.For the past 2 dayz i have been makin the list of ppl n assignin the rooms booked.all the day i assign the rooms n think tat my work is complete but in the evenin i come 2 knw tat few ppl more have also confirmed their arrival n i have to again do a fresh job,never mind i just enjoy doin it.The main thing at the back of my mind is the midsem exams dates which i think ll interfere in my visit here,i just hope it does not collide which the sagai date.There ll be so much work which has to be taken care of n i think i ll manage to cope up with everything if ppl dnt stop me 4m doin it coz they think tat i can not handle so much of pressure at this tym.i knw there ll be some instructions given to me by the Directors of the family but i m nt goin to listen to them n this is my 1st clause tat i have given to my parents.The second clause is tat i need an independent vehicle which flows my order n even i dont need a driver.These clause can be fulfilled by me myself but its gud to tell them before.
A few dayz bak i realised tat there is a bit of stupidity inside me.Wat happend is tat coz of a gal there was a fight b/w my frend n me n tat also becoz of a stupid reason.yes i think it was my mistake n a bit of his but soon i realised my mistake n everythin came back to normal.yes there is a gud point in this fight tat i realised tat i was walking on a road of illusion 4 the past 2 yrs n nw i have corrected myself which makes me more confident and more focused towards other important chapters of my lyf.Thank you Frend 4 makin me feel this confidence in me ,yes you did this unknowingly......:) thanx again.

Sailed through with His grace!!

hii ppl....these dayz m at home n i m feelin really relaxed.the end sems are over n they were really tirin as i had to scope up with a lot of syllabus.came down to home 3 days bak n had a lot of fun.few days bak went the anniversary of the date on which i got admitted at aiims(hw cud i forget the day which changed my lyf)yes on this day 26th of nov God tested my family to n extreme limit n me to the other of the horizon.though He made me suffer a lot but He also gave me the strength n the will power to overcome the toughest situations which came as a burden a yr ago.the whole day i was tellin mom tat this tym we were headin towards the doctor or we were goin to board the train 4 delhi n c too reminded me of the situations faced at tat tym.all my family members who came to receive me on the station called me n wished me lyk it was my second bde.
last winter went very fast as i was not able to feel the cold coz i was in the room 1014,new pvt ward,aiims..hehehe i still remmeber the room n the nurses..sleepin on the hospital bed with mom on the attendant one n other ppl surroundin me in the day tym,playin cards with mom n didi,callin battu n jiju to miss their offices n come to the room so tat we can play luddo...hehehe.Dad n mama goin to the doctors for dad gettin checkup as a donor,mami makin my favorite food so tat i eat more n more...ppl takin me for dialysis n sisters punchin needles into my skin,me usin ipod at the tym of dialysis n other ppl laughin at me or applauding at my courage..everyday goin to the temple n prayin 4 my recovery.
ppl say we should forget the bad tyms n only remember happy ones but i suggest tat we shuld also remember the bad tym 2 so tat we can cherish the gud ones.These dayz sleepin in my room inside the cozziest blanket tat i can take makes me feel lyk i m still sleepin in the hospital bed inside 1014 n mom sleepin on the attendant one.

imp role to be played.

exams approachin n still i dnt have my notes ready..this has not happened for the first tym but this tym i m a bit serious.my thinkin towards exam has never changed and still i feel the same tat i have or in fact everyone till my age become use to these types of exam as we r giving them from chidhood days n for me its alwayz same coz i everytym manage to score the same the odd 70%.so there is any sort of load on me coz i think this tym also i ll manage.
I have alwayz been a God fearing person n think tat He will do something gud every tym i need them.last post i posted ,i was i bit senti n a lot mental.my state of mind as been like a pendelom which swings to the extreme kind of thoughts.yesterday mom came down here i dnt knw why but luking at her and listening to her changed my thought which i had a week ago.This tym i have to go home n show my capabilies tat i alwayz had but due to the health problems i m not able to show.gone are the days when ppl needed to take care of me coz i think i m back n ll be able to do things perfectly.i m going to work hard as hard as possible n never lets mom dad feel lonely n helpless.i ll be there in feb n coordinate everythin n ll even bunk my exam i had to do for their sake.dnt worry im alwayz there.

Change is the law of life!

last few dayz are not going right for me.as such there is no problem coz i have learnt to adjust myself according to the situations.there are some amount of tensions in my life but there is nothing to bother.the main thing is tat ppl around me give tensions which i cant afford to take.my tensions are about my exams as i feel very inferior in classes when my frends discuss some topics and it seems like i have come from another world or something.then there is a frend of mine who is very confused about her relationship with her boy frend and she irritates me now n then(why do such ppl make relationships?).wtf can i do about these things.yes for the first problem i have to study tat i ll start as soon as possible n for the second thing i have no clue.yesterday wat happened made me very sad.it seems like my family doesnt need any of my suggestions in any of the important matter.well i think they must be taking the right decisions as they are very much more experienced than me and i must not interfere in these matters.
Now i m buzzed by two thoughts,one is tat i should take it very lightly n ppl would agree n tell tat it is a sign of maturity,second buzz is tat let ppl do watever they want n you do wat ur insticts say.
Frankly speaking i would prefer the second one n will be happy.now i wont tell them anything to do or suggest coz mine are of no use(never mind).i just have to do watever they say n would do as per my thinking.in this case here i find a positive point tat is now onwards i will be just informing them tat see i m going to do this and will not ask for the permission.yes i know it sounds very childish but as long as im getting freedom it is the best way to handle.now i think i dont need to take any kind of permission from anyone and do watever i feel is right for me...

priorities change depending upon the interests!!

Sunday went useless.i tried studyin and even went to rr to study but there was no concentration so i left early.these dayz im very updated about the famous activities going on in the county and its all coz of twitter.com.i joined twitter a month ago and started following some of the famous ppl in the film industry n also the mtv vjs.at first it was very boring as there was nothing for me to do but it became exciting when i sigined in a saw a message saying:"Thanx for following me-amithaabh bachchan."i got really excited and started adding the celebraties.i added nikhil chinapa,priyanka chopra n gul panag too.these ppl are alwayz connected to twitter and are alwayz updating their status.gul is alwayz on tours n is placin the links to her snaps which contain very knowledgable things on the other hand nikhil is alwayz attending the the DJ parties and even the fashion week ceremonies and uploads the current pics.now when i watch the news it seems like i have already seen the news a day before.now im the aaj tak and i m sab se tej(hehehe).yesterday nikhil updated that he ll be the host of the marathon which is being held in delhi and today i saw him taking interview of King Khan himself.earlier i was alwayz on orkut sittin n scraping frends n playing quizzies on fb but nw instead of orkut n fb in first signin in twitter n see the updates n i m luvin it.

huh.

its 6.30 in the morning n today is my project viva at 1.asusual i m not prepared 4 it.was just going through the status report wat all my group mates have made.it seems tat they have really worked hard for it as our guide is a wicked kind of a person who is alwayz on with this so called guru parvachans.my viva depends on wat kind of mood he is in.if he is in a bad mood then he will definetly ask me core uml questions which seems to be difficult for me to answer(i would never answer if i had attended class also)but i have the old reason tat i have not attended class for medical reasons.but he is now getting used to my various reasons i give to him for not being present on the inportant dayz of evaluation.he has also called my group mates along n told me tat we will discuss about the future prospects of the project.as of now it seemz tat the viva will be easy n he will be busy with other people.lets hope for the best n go through the diagrams right now.

different perceptions!!

today's day was a bit busy one.but its not coz i hav studied a lot or attended classes but i was busy in submitting the applications and roaming abt in the sun for xerox.my stamina seems to have decreased a lot n i m really worried as my end sems are approarchin.mid sems were really tiering coz all the exams were continous.this tym there is only one day gap between two n the course is also very vast.
i sumtimes think tat everything will be smooth as God is alwayz with me but at the same tym it strikes my mind tat God is alwayz with every person then why does sumthin bad happens to a person.some dayz bak i had an argument with a frend of mine over this topic.the frend of maine is a very God furious n i must say superstitious.she was tellin me tat i should say sorry to God if i dnt keep fast on some auspicious day or He will leave my side.i told her tat i dnt contradict her theory but i have my own.i m a person who loves watchin mythological serials n hav noticed many a tyms God tellin tat the 1st place shuld alwayz be given to ur parents n the second to God himself.i really accept this statement coz it is our parent who give us everythin n do their best to keep us haapy n even sacrifice.God is something virtual.He make help you in crisis or make not but parents will alwayz help.They are alwayz with you be it in good tyms or bad.they are the pillars of our life so why shouldnt we give them the 1st place above HIM....

Sorry Dad!!

hii ppl here i m after a very long tym.was just irritatin my sis as usual n she clapped me so i switched over to the internet hehhe.now i m absolutely f9 n doin my daily work n even joined my coll.these dayz many gud movies r releasin n i just managed to watch wake up sidd(2 times).it was a very awesome movie to watch especially for our generation ppl.watchin the movie twice i realised n important thing tat tellin sorry to parents is much tougher than tellin to anyone.The first time i saw the movie i thought tat wats there in tellin ur father tat Dad i made a mistake i m sry for what i hav done.But God contradicted my thinkin.Soon after i came bak home n was irritated by the kind of food i was gettin n the some other reasons,dad always carin n supportin told me to get my blood test again in tat week and i just couldnt stop me from reacting n i denied him.i felt so bad n dad was also very upset.i had never done lyk this before n i promise wont do in future.mom came to me n told me tat i was wrong(i knew but was helpless).Nxt day i gave my blood but dad dint say a word to me,i tried my best but i was nt able to say sorry.i dnt knw why it was difficult but there is no explanation.

muuzzziiiccc muzziiccc mmmuuuuzzzziiiiccccc!!!!

hii frendz this is an update after a very long tym....the reason is known by u all i suppose.Actually there is nothing new to tell or discuss so to fill up the blank spaces below i m thinkin of tellin u all about the day today tym tat i spend these dayz.I get up around 8 in the morning and the countdown starts(towards the endin tym),hav my breakfast at around 9,surf net,watch tv n wait 4 2'0' clock for the lunch.yes its very boring i knw but it has to be lived.The main source of entertainment nowadayz is the muzzziiicccc...Earlier i was not so much attracted towards muzic but now i think i m gettin addicted to it.All the tym i m listenin when i m walking,going 4 the checkups n even in the room.Nowadayz my fav number is dhadhke jiya frm allo chaat...hav u listened to this number???guys i m tellin u its a very gud song,try it..These dayz i m also thinkin of learnin to play gitar instead of studyin 4 the semester exams(just see the heights).This looks like a gud sign n in few dayz i ll hav a new passion(muzic) or it may be just a bit of attraction coz there is no other gud entertainer 4 now.Lets hope 4 the best!!

change of medium!!!

hi...frendz u all must be thinkin about my leastest updates which i hav not posted 4 a very long tym....its not tat i m not writin anything...yes i m in the flow as i was previously but i hav confined my thinkin to a notebook,yes nowadayz i hav started writin in a notebook.I could hav posted those things in this blog but i can't do tat coz it contains somethings tat i don't want to make it public.Plz no guesses...it doesn't contain things u r thinkin off but some private chapters of my life.So sorry frendz for tat but it doesnt mean tat i ll stop writin but ll soon post tat will contain interestin and least borin things i promise!!!

God's Gift!!! r u blessed with them....

hey frendz today im really nervous coz tommorrow is a very imp day 4 me(reason is known by only 2 of my best frends).People say 4 a gud frendship there shud be a limited tym span in between 2 persons.In this tym span they intend to understand each other tat is the nature,thinkin etc.But in my point of view a gud frendship doesnt need any tym,it just need 2 wonderful persons with a beautiful heart.Yes frends i hav seen this n i hav experienced it on my own.Today i hav 2 of my frends,one whom i just knw 6-7 months from now n the second one i just met her on the train,4 months back n today they are my best frends. I think it was really a destiny or u can say we were destined to meet.I really cherish the moments tat i spent with them(the rr table grp),exam dayz just passed away lyk they had never come.Talkin to them(on the phone)makes m out of balance,chattin to them never reminds me tat its 2 in the mornin.Well these 2 are frend 4 life n i thank god 4 blessin me with these 2 "living diamonds"......
Thank u frendzz 4 being there 4 me .............

just lyk tat!!!

hey frends i thought of writing more of the characteristics but someone stole my idea n published it in his blog(kamina)......well leave it....Frendz i m really missin u all here coz i knw tat im missing the best dayz of my life but wat can i do it is not in my control.....Here im passin my tym mostly on the internet or watchin television.Its gud tat the India n NewZealand series in goin on which takes most of the burden.Tommorrow the match is at 6 n i hav to get up early to watch the 1st ball of the game.I think India is goin to outplay the NewZealand team as i saw in the news tat the boundaries r very short.Well lets hope 4 the best n keep my fingers crossed,i hope our batsmen play gud cricketin shorts and dnt giv away their wickets in haste....signin off 4 nw n meet u all with an interestin post tommorrow...

Playin Tym....This is 4 u frends.....

hii guys!! today im in a mood of playin some sort of a game.....The truth is tat i m not able to remember any of the instant on which i can write today,so i thought to make this post excitin 4 u all(mainly my classmates).So today im goin to discribe some of the characteristics of some of my frends(both boy n gal)sorry boyz how can i 4get them!!.....n u all have 2 recognise the discribed person...so lets see ur observation.....Here it goes...1.This boy is very close to my heart,he is famous as Don(come on nw its too easy),he is the running news channel on the road....who is he???.2.This boy is a real gud frend of mine,he is very naughty n he is more famous through his surname,he is a big tym filrt(sorry frend),(nw the major hint)he style of walkin is famous in the whole coll.....who is he???3.He is really a gud frend of mine,he is famous 4 removin viruses of our laptops(especially of gals hehee),he is very famous in the girls group n thinks himself to be the hero of the class(though he is not),most importantly he has a giv a damn theory...who is he??4.She is a gud frend of mine(i dont knw how),she has a very hot temperament n gets angry very fast,i love to listen to her dialogue especially when she is in form,she is very helpful till u dont mess up with her n i love irritating her all the tym so tat i can listen to her dialogues(heheh) who is she??5. This guy is the first frend tat i made in this coll after my roomates,he is genius n has alwayz helped me in any sort of a problem(thnx),he is a quizzin genius n he has been a person i look forward too.Who is he?? 6.This guy is a real gem,he is famous as the philosophical man or the shikarii(hahaha),he is very helpful in the exam times n the night before the exams he goes on 4 huntin in the IT floor for revisin the topics...guess his name???......
So u all can give ur answers in the comments with the serial number assigned to the person above......come on its very easy try it!!!!!

MahiVe!!!!!!

Today i want to share n excitin experience tat happened in my school lyf which gives me immense pleasure when i remember tat day.I met an eminent person.I was in class 11th or12th and asusual we frends had the habit of bunkin the classes n sittin in the stadium 4 hrs.Oneday we bunked n were sittin in the stadium and a match was going on.There i saw my frend bunty, he was batting and was really playing gud.But soon after playin his strokes he got out n joined me on the stands.I introduced him to my school frends(he played for the jharkhand team).We cracked jokes and where enjoyin the match.Our team needed 32 runs in 2 overs but there were only 3 wickets left.We were very tensed but suddenly Bunty told us to calm down coz Mahi was at the crease.I asked him about Mahi,he told me"bas tu dekhta jaa".U wont believe guys he hit 4 sixes n a 4 in a row......our school is situated just beside the stadium with its windows facin the stadium,the last six broke the glass pane of te window.But unfortunately Mahi got caught on the last ball with 5 runs to win from an over which was an easy task.He came to us n Bunty introduced him to me.I congratulated him for his aggressive innings n cracked jokes with him.Soon we won the match by 2 wkts.Then i dropped him to his place n when back to the school to attend the last period.I never knew tat one day this guy was goin to be the captain of our Indian team.Well i think i m lucky enough to meet him.Nowadays whenever he visits ranchi i m alwayz go there to meet him......

Single Or Double!! Version 2

this is the continuation.......yesh the climax is the tym span of these relationships.Some believe in short term relationships(majority i suppose) n some in long tym.Short tym believer hav less problems as they hav set up their minds.Now comes the long tym ones, these ppl thing their lives to be a filmy one.In which they r the heroes or the heroines of some love story n would hav a happy endin.But i think only 10% of them hav this fate n others get placed somewhere else n finally end with breakups.I met 3-4 ppl in my coll who r facin problems.Their problems lies with their parents,either they will be able to make their parents agree or not,if they do then its fine or else wat shud they do.So at such a tender age they hav so much of tensions.Seeing all these stuffs n all these dramas i think its gud to be single as there are no resposibilities n u r master of your own.But it doesnt mean tat u dont hav a permission to lyk any gal or hav a crush(hehehe).Frendship is the best way to express ur self,so make ur crush ur best frend(if u can,i was nt able 2 hehhee)n enjoy the coll lyf to the fullest coz its not goin to come bak.So why ruin it takin 10sons........

Single Or Double!!!version 1

hey!!frends this post is about the relationships tat are built up durin the school tym or the coll.Makin relationship is a very gud thing(as i think)but the main factor is tat how long does it stay.I hav seen many frends of mine gettin commited in the startin of the engg n there r some who r commited from there school tymes.I sometymes think is this a gud thing or its better to be single.There r many factors which r for n against this topic.Lets go first for positive points.....gettin commited makes us responsible...heheeehe(as told by one of the ashiq),we tend to understand each others feelings.Another one said it gives a sense of pride tat they hav a girl frend(is tat so??)n life seems to be different n more happier(filmy dialogue).But in my experience as i hav seen my frends in hostel they turn into n employee.Every evenin they hav to go to the campus to giv duty(roamin around) and at night they hav to giv duty on the phone.These ppl get cut out from their group of frends as they get more devoted to their gal frends.There are ppl who do not hav gal frend in the coll but somewhere in the other part of the country(STD gal frends),so tym to tym they hav to visit them bunkin the classes.The most important part of this relationship is tat this makes them monetary unstable,they hav to spend money on their gal frnds from the pocket money tat they receive every month.Sometymes my frends get bankrupted and they tend to tell lie to their parents and get the money transfered.Now the climax part....how long these relationships stay intact....

Excitin Hostel Lyf!!!!

Hostel lyf has been very excitin.There are many reasons which makes it the best dayz of lyf.Livin in the hostel makes a person independent.Moreover we r relieved of the dialogues of the family members tat we hav to listen all the tym n here we r free to do anything tat we want.Last but not the least the main excitment lies in livin with frends,sharin the best moments with them.Now let me tell u about my coll lyf.....first my roomates(Ravi n Rishi)they r gem of a person,livin we them has alwayz been grate.The fights tat they alwayz do(24 hrs)atlast make me the judge to make the right decision n then groupin themselves up against me.(hehee they r really close frends).I hav many frends in the coll(i really mean many).We never study in hostel n just before exams(5 days before)the readin room is a sort of mania 4 most of us,everyone can be seen there n sometymes there is no vacant place in the readin room.All the tym in the hostel u will see a group of ppl playin counter strike at every floor even at 4 in the mornin.These were the gud things but i feel tat there is one worse thing here....tat is the birthday bumps!!!man these ppl hit so hard tat birthday becomes the death day.If anyone has his bday then(the previous day) first of all ppl come to him n tell tat how they hav planned to hit him either they will use belt or reebok shoes....the bday boy is terrified n he feels like he is to be sacrificed the next day.I hav learnt a lesson tat is never leave anyone on his bday becoz someday it will be ur turn to be sacrificed!!!

Chairman Backbencher!!!!

Here comes one more post which deals with the funny stuffs we(my frends n me)used to do in the theory classes......From the beginnin i hav alwayz been a middle bencher coz of my specs n i never want to sit in the front benches.When i came 2 this coll asusual in the 1st yr i sat in the middle rows with my roomates.But soon i came in contact with my groupmates 'The backbenchers'.From the startin of the second yr we started sittin in the back rows n slowly started playin pranks.We never listened to the teachers n even there were tyms when some of us did not bring notebook to the class.I remember hittin each other several tyms n makin fun of the guy (in between ourselves)who just talked to a girl n teasin him about her.These ppl sometimes even crossed the limits,lyk they(actually me included)rung the tone of a cock or a rocket being launched in between the class when the teacher is teachin a very serious topic.We were alwayz in search of a chance to make the day worse 4 any of us.So there were many techniques.Sometymes when we were caught by the teacher we used to indicate her to the exact person who did the prank heheehe....Or we used to shout the comments or the name of the girl in the class on whom any of us had a crush.(sorry nitish).We were alwayz in the eyes of the teacher n got our names rounded in the attendance register even we got punishments.These things never stopped us n we rocked!!Hey i missed the most important thing guys.let me tell u....We in coll hav attendence in each n every period n we buffers never attended the classes so there was a race to giv procxy.Each one of us were expert in givin procxy.We used to fight to giv one becoz we thought tat the person who gav more procxy was the Hero of the day...hehhee.Guys we were so famous tat sometymes the girls also contacted us 4 the procxy.With these ppl tympass was mast n it shortened the span of the borin periods....

version2-14 feb

This is the continuation.........so this frend of mine accompanied me to the classroom where her class was goin on.We were 20 mins before as the period was not over.I was really feelin afraid n my heart beat was very high.We sat on the staircase and all the tym this boy was motivatin me.In the meanwhile i thought tat i shud talk 2 my sister as she is alwayz able to calm me down through her dialogues.I called her and straight away told her tat i m goin 2 propose a girl n i m really tensed.At first she was shocked then she told me to calm down n she told me just go n ask 4 frendship.Soon the bell rung and all my classmates came out of the class,but i was lookin 4 her n she was sittin in the class itself.Everyone was stairin at me n askin tat why i was there.I answered no one and asked frend of mine to call her outside.No one had the audacity to do tat but she came out with her frends as i think was becoz of thirst.I went 2 her and stopped her in the middle of the passage,her frends went far enough.She was lookin very uncomfortable but wat could i hav done.I bid her v day and suddenly i saw there was nobody in the vicinity,everyone was metres away and there was pin drop silence.As my sis told me i asked her 4 frendship.....she repied "dosti kya hota hai".I told her"English main frendship bolte hain"Then she told "tumko class nahi karna hai"n rushed away......Then all the students came 2 me n started clappin....i never told them to do so but the worse part is tat she still thinks tat i told them to clap...

version1-14 feb

hii ppl out thr....today i wanna tell u an incident tat is very close to my heart.This one is close becoz i did something i had never thought off ll do at any cost.Here it goes....it was my 4th sem in coll,a yr bak.From the very 1st yr i had a crush over a girl and i alwayz tried to talk 2 her but i was never successful.As u all must be knwin these thing can never be hidden in coll,so some how this girl came 2 knw about this stuff.It was 14th feb and we had our class asusual and i had no intention of wishin her.I went to the class and after every period we alwayz come out of the class to chaat with our other class frends.So i went out and coincidently i saw her she was just standin few step far.I was thnkin tat shud i wish her or not,wat ll she say or ll she scold be.I got 2 chances but becoz of my shy nature i was unsuccessful.Then came lunch type n i went to the hostel.I was sittin in my frends room n asusual they started tellin me ki"aaj nahi toh kabhi nahi"they gav many senti dialogues but i was not motivated.In the 2nd half I had the lab n she had theory class in other buildin.I went 2 the lab n was sittin on my place,suddenly i told my frend tat i was goin to wish her,he was also astonished.He bid me gud luck n acompanied me to the classroom.

irritation is takin me over!!!

The dayz are passin very slowly,lyf has been very borin.Although I hav everything possible tat I can get to enjoy (TV,lappy,net....)but something is lackin.Actually stayin in one room is the biggest punishment 4 me,i just can't live like this.I hav attitude of roamin around and observe the outside lyf.Every single thing which is not up to our mood has a side effect.Me being livin like this is introducin some side effects in me.These dayz i m observin i m gettin irritated very easily which doesnt match my nature.I dont knw why is this happenin and i m not able to control myself.Today mom was talkin to me about my exams and coll and i just got very irritated and talked 2 her very badly.All these incidences happen and after sometym i feel very bad.All the tym i m thinkin how to get the control over this effect.I hav changed a lot,such a change was not expected in such a short tym.I hav to adopt a technique tat is not to respond on matters which irritate me.One more thing tat is hauntin me is will I be able to return to my coll.I think tat is not possible now coz my parents wont let me enjoy my coll lyf as i used to.There are my things they are tellin me to adopt when i will go back to my coll but tat doesnt match me.I think it will be me stayin at my home an goin to coll just 4 the sack of my exams.These dayz there is a lack of self confidence in me tat i hav never observed before.Lets c wats next in this sinosoidal lyf......

Happy birthday Ravi!!!!

Its too much remmemberin the bad tymes lets cherish the gud ones.let me tell u my first day in my coll.I was not very happy goin to the coll coz i m a very home sick kind of a person and i was very worried about my roomates(kaun gadhe milenge).I went with my parents and all the tym i was thinkin tat went they will be leavin i shud not get sentimental.It was a rainy day,it was rainin really heavily.At first all the students had to take their I-card and engg instruments from the lib and there after we were guided to our hostel.The hostel was under construction and i was very annoyed.I had 3-4 luggages and one was very heavy.Enterin the hostel we were given our room no.,mine was at the 3rd floor.I left the heavy one at the reception and dragged the other two to my room.Enterin the room i saw 3 beds and i wasthe 1st one to enter.I took the bed right beside the window as it was the best one.Then i went back to the reception and got my 3rd one.As i entered the room i saw a boy sitting on the other bed with his mother and father.He seemed to be in class 9 or 10.I thought he must be the younger brother of my 1st roomate.Then i bid namaste to uncle n aunty and started settin my baggages.Soon the boy came to me and said"hi im Ravi".I was shocked how come this tingu is my roomate.Then after an hour our parents left and hopfully my tears did not overflow.Now it was me sittin on my bed alone and Ravi on his.Then it was Ravi woh told me"chal ghum ke aate hain".I thought it was a gud idea n then we went 2 each an every room and introduced ourselves.It was tat day we met 4 the first tym and today we are the best frends(co-owner of the room)and alwayz be.Guys let me tell you today is Ravi's Birthday!!!!!

monday reminds me of frends of bad tym

Today was a very borin day as i had no work to do and even i had to get up early as i had to visit the doctor.Monday has alwayz been a day when i am able to meet the nurses who helped me get rid of the worse tymes of my lyf(those 2 months n especially the last 15 dayz).The day when i was operated upon and the 3 dayz followin it were like hell,every single day passed like a decade to me,i was not able to sleep those 4 dayz.At the beginnin the nurses seemed to be ruthless as they alwayz pressurised me to walk when i was not able to sit properly,i hated them like anything.But soon after(6 dayz later)i was able to walk and even do take my medicines myself.They alwayz supported me and told me about the precautions to be taken when i will be back home.One by one the dayz passed and the I was discharged.I came back home,I was really reliefed.But my happiness was not up to the mark becoz my dad was not his 100%.He was not able to walk properly as he should have.I alwayz felt it was becoz of me my family suffered so much. But then i thought it was gud tat i suffered the most (both mentallyand more physically) becoz this phase was really painful.If it wud hav happened to my mom I wud hav felt very bad n no one else wud hav been able to bear the pain n mental tourchure.I m really thankful to God 4 this.Now im back with a bang and every thing will be fine as they were,but there will be some changes tat i hav to go though.

An Unexpected Day!!!!

hi ppl out there....this is my 1st post here.

well i used to be a very care free person,i never took anything seriously in my lyf.i alwayz used to play pranks with my frends n all but soon i was introduced to the truth or u can say the reality of livin.it was end of my sem break and i was going back to my coll the next day.it was a sunny day and i was baskin in the sun and there came the news tat i have 2 go to the doctor becoz there was something wrong with my blood contents.i went to the doctor with my parents ,he did all the tests he could and asked me to wait outside his room.i kept waitin for half a hr and then my mom dad came out with tears in their eyes....i was really shocked at tat tym but soon i asked them tat wat was the matter ,they did not reply and were very upset.then when we reached home i asked my mom to tell me wat was the matter,she said tat we hav to go to delhi immediately n we hav an appointment with the doctor.i convienced her tat there is nothin to worry about coz i was feelin normal and may be the reports were invalid.she told me tat they were hopin 4 the best n startin packin.dad was on phone and i heard him tellin tat my kidneys were not functioning properly.well at tat tym i thought tat it was imposible but somewhere in my mind there was a feelin tat it was tym to take rest 4m my usual lyf.