late realisations but handy!!!

hi ppl!!hope u r in a gud health.These dayz the main topic under discussion is didz sagai n i m very excited.There r so many ppl comin to attend the function tat i had never expected.there r ppl 4m all over the country.For the past 2 dayz i have been makin the list of ppl n assignin the rooms booked.all the day i assign the rooms n think tat my work is complete but in the evenin i come 2 knw tat few ppl more have also confirmed their arrival n i have to again do a fresh job,never mind i just enjoy doin it.The main thing at the back of my mind is the midsem exams dates which i think ll interfere in my visit here,i just hope it does not collide which the sagai date.There ll be so much work which has to be taken care of n i think i ll manage to cope up with everything if ppl dnt stop me 4m doin it coz they think tat i can not handle so much of pressure at this tym.i knw there ll be some instructions given to me by the Directors of the family but i m nt goin to listen to them n this is my 1st clause tat i have given to my parents.The second clause is tat i need an independent vehicle which flows my order n even i dont need a driver.These clause can be fulfilled by me myself but its gud to tell them before.
A few dayz bak i realised tat there is a bit of stupidity inside me.Wat happend is tat coz of a gal there was a fight b/w my frend n me n tat also becoz of a stupid reason.yes i think it was my mistake n a bit of his but soon i realised my mistake n everythin came back to normal.yes there is a gud point in this fight tat i realised tat i was walking on a road of illusion 4 the past 2 yrs n nw i have corrected myself which makes me more confident and more focused towards other important chapters of my lyf.Thank you Frend 4 makin me feel this confidence in me ,yes you did this unknowingly......:) thanx again.

Sailed through with His grace!!

hii ppl....these dayz m at home n i m feelin really relaxed.the end sems are over n they were really tirin as i had to scope up with a lot of syllabus.came down to home 3 days bak n had a lot of fun.few days bak went the anniversary of the date on which i got admitted at aiims(hw cud i forget the day which changed my lyf)yes on this day 26th of nov God tested my family to n extreme limit n me to the other of the horizon.though He made me suffer a lot but He also gave me the strength n the will power to overcome the toughest situations which came as a burden a yr ago.the whole day i was tellin mom tat this tym we were headin towards the doctor or we were goin to board the train 4 delhi n c too reminded me of the situations faced at tat tym.all my family members who came to receive me on the station called me n wished me lyk it was my second bde.
last winter went very fast as i was not able to feel the cold coz i was in the room 1014,new pvt ward,aiims..hehehe i still remmeber the room n the nurses..sleepin on the hospital bed with mom on the attendant one n other ppl surroundin me in the day tym,playin cards with mom n didi,callin battu n jiju to miss their offices n come to the room so tat we can play luddo...hehehe.Dad n mama goin to the doctors for dad gettin checkup as a donor,mami makin my favorite food so tat i eat more n more...ppl takin me for dialysis n sisters punchin needles into my skin,me usin ipod at the tym of dialysis n other ppl laughin at me or applauding at my courage..everyday goin to the temple n prayin 4 my recovery.
ppl say we should forget the bad tyms n only remember happy ones but i suggest tat we shuld also remember the bad tym 2 so tat we can cherish the gud ones.These dayz sleepin in my room inside the cozziest blanket tat i can take makes me feel lyk i m still sleepin in the hospital bed inside 1014 n mom sleepin on the attendant one.