last few dayz are not going right for me.as such there is no problem coz i have learnt to adjust myself according to the situations.there are some amount of tensions in my life but there is nothing to bother.the main thing is tat ppl around me give tensions which i cant afford to take.my tensions are about my exams as i feel very inferior in classes when my frends discuss some topics and it seems like i have come from another world or something.then there is a frend of mine who is very confused about her relationship with her boy frend and she irritates me now n then(why do such ppl make relationships?).wtf can i do about these things.yes for the first problem i have to study tat i ll start as soon as possible n for the second thing i have no clue.yesterday wat happened made me very sad.it seems like my family doesnt need any of my suggestions in any of the important matter.well i think they must be taking the right decisions as they are very much more experienced than me and i must not interfere in these matters.
Now i m buzzed by two thoughts,one is tat i should take it very lightly n ppl would agree n tell tat it is a sign of maturity,second buzz is tat let ppl do watever they want n you do wat ur insticts say.
Frankly speaking i would prefer the second one n will be happy.now i wont tell them anything to do or suggest coz mine are of no use(never mind).i just have to do watever they say n would do as per my thinking.in this case here i find a positive point tat is now onwards i will be just informing them tat see i m going to do this and will not ask for the permission.yes i know it sounds very childish but as long as im getting freedom it is the best way to handle.now i think i dont need to take any kind of permission from anyone and do watever i feel is right for me...
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