expressions unlimited!!!

hi ppl..the dayz of my coll lyf are ending so fast and its my bad luck that im not able to enjoy them to the fullest coz of my missed semester xams are goin on.there is no such tensions or m studyin 24x7 but im just bored of giving these xams.nw there is no such feelin tat i have to study coz tommorrow is my xam but im giving my best at it n i hope tat i ll score gud.these days many things are happening tat i wanted it to happen a bit earlier but its alwayz my bad luck n i just cant help it but thank God at least it happened lately.i believe in a healthy relationships and i dnt mind it comming at any stage of my life.
Today Dad is goin to South Korea for an indo-korean meeting..yuppiee.....and like any other child i wont want him to bring many n many things for me but even wen i want to hand him my list of gadges there was sumthing tat stopped me.dad kept on asking lyk tell me anything u want,he asked me even wen he was boardin the flight but i dint tell.Thats not my style,tats not anuj who is alwayz askin ppl to gift or sponser.Instead i wanted to tell dad you have done enough since my childhood and i feel i never deserved so much of care you n mom have put till date.but i got senti mental n could nt utter a word.:(.i spoilt the claimax scene hehe.i always believe in expressing feeling coz there can be times when u really want to express it to the other person but u are not able to coz of some reasons and later you regret.this feeling came to me recently when i met a boy almost of my age,we both were going for the dialysis but his condition was critical,he was all loaded with oxygen mask and blood tubes surrounding him.i talked 2 him for abt 20 mins,we talked abt ourselves,he was a medical student.when my turn came he was so happy to meet me that he lifted his right hand for a shakehand knowing that it wud hurt him a lot coz of the injections and the pipes.i told him tat it was not needed we cud have just said bye but he told me that it was neccessary to express feelings even when u know it ll pain coz no one knows if you get another chance or not.i was stunned!!!but that very feeling i can still feel when i remm that day....So ppl never think of the world wud feel...just express it because we are humans and we have this advantage of expressing our thoughts to pll around...