virtual thinking!

The thing i feel is that ppl feel im a bit confused about my career.i wont deny this fact but i wud like to speak against this feeling.the thing is that i m n tactical type of a person,i take life as it comes.i dnt make strategical decisions but like to make tactical ones.one the same time i feel a person should be focussed n should know what he wants to do in his life.i really respect this feeling n its is right for sure,but again thinking on this topic an answer comes to my mind or u can say its an urge from my heart that i dnt want go in a rat race instead i want to do something different but the 'different'word seems difficult at this stage.i m still figuring it out.i m sure there must be something gud which will be different but difficult at the same time more interesting,in which i wud feel comfortable,happy,enthusiastic.In which i wud feel the sense of completeness.