irritation is takin me over!!!

The dayz are passin very slowly,lyf has been very borin.Although I hav everything possible tat I can get to enjoy (TV,lappy,net....)but something is lackin.Actually stayin in one room is the biggest punishment 4 me,i just can't live like this.I hav attitude of roamin around and observe the outside lyf.Every single thing which is not up to our mood has a side effect.Me being livin like this is introducin some side effects in me.These dayz i m observin i m gettin irritated very easily which doesnt match my nature.I dont knw why is this happenin and i m not able to control myself.Today mom was talkin to me about my exams and coll and i just got very irritated and talked 2 her very badly.All these incidences happen and after sometym i feel very bad.All the tym i m thinkin how to get the control over this effect.I hav changed a lot,such a change was not expected in such a short tym.I hav to adopt a technique tat is not to respond on matters which irritate me.One more thing tat is hauntin me is will I be able to return to my coll.I think tat is not possible now coz my parents wont let me enjoy my coll lyf as i used to.There are my things they are tellin me to adopt when i will go back to my coll but tat doesnt match me.I think it will be me stayin at my home an goin to coll just 4 the sack of my exams.These dayz there is a lack of self confidence in me tat i hav never observed before.Lets c wats next in this sinosoidal lyf......